Most of my friends and family call me “Bugzie”. I’m the big 33 this year. I’m a New Year’s Eve baby so my momma calls me a blessing in life.
I have many hobbies but what I cherish most in life is poetry, artwork, writing friends and family. I’m very outgoing and a character at most. I’m confident, smart and easy-going. I have a big heart and love harder. I believe in life and hard work. There is no glass half empty. Dedication and integrity can overcome doubt in hard times.
I have 2 beautiful baby boys who I miss deeply. My world may be upside-down but every day I find strength in myself to be grateful I’m still here.
I’m looking for friends to grow with and more people to love within this small world at hand.
Look Into My Eyes
Do you see someone kind, or do you only see with your eyes.
Can you see all my lies, or just the cracks that I hide.
If only you could see in my mind you will see, all the hurt and pain I once hide.
A mistake I have made when I was young, when I was dumb.
Now look into my eyes and all you see is this pain of being alone, cold and numbed of this pain.
Look into my eyes and see how I’ve changed, if only too late from the mistakes I have made.
Look into my eyes; will you help or just fade away, for I’ve looked into your eyes and all I see is the same pain.
Understand I’m here to heal not to cause pain, offer me a hand and I’ll stay.