For the past nine years I’ve been making changes within my character so that I will not fall victim to the illusions which life placed in my path in the past. l used to think that ACCEPTANCE from others was the most important thing in life! Acceptance became my guide and I allowed it to hinder me in so many ways. People saw that I had a good heart, therefore most of my friends took advantage of my loyalty. My biggest mistake was my decision to trust and embrace others based on reputation and appearance instead of finding those who sincerely cared for me. l simply fell for illusions as well as the temporary enjoyments that life often entices us with.
For a long time I was trapped in a NOTHING way of life! I feared CHANGE …I thought that changing would make me appear weak.
Since I’ve been incarcerated I decided to place those fears behind me and live a different life. l honestly believe that life has given me another chance to BUILD … To GROW … To find good people as well as the opportunity to find someone that will love me the way I’m willing to love in return!
I read somewhere where it said, “A person who has conquered Doubt and Fear has also conquered FAILURE!” I’ve become the person and now my purpose in life is FIRMLY planted. I’m positive that my future will bloom and bring forth Fruit that will not fall prematurely to the ground. Most men in my situation would say or write ANYTHING simply to flatter or impress, but I chose to share my change and my hopes with you. Hopefully this Honesty will bring the right people into my life so that we can build something worth investing in.