If I may say … in my ‘makeup’ I possess certain qualities in MY STANCE AS A MAN that ‘words’ could never match in the form of a short (written) introduction. So I’m not going to disrespect myself or anybody who could be reading this by being what I’m not … (and that’s shallow.) And I don’t speak as such because I’ve learned how to dance in riddles, or because I see arrogance being the foundation of My Most precious thoughts. I truly only speak as such because I’m no longer fearful of addressing the things that one should run parallel to their actions, (and in my case) that’s MY TRUTH.
Maybe if it was in me, or if my walk was similar to how it was when I first got locked-up 19 years ago … maybe then I could justify myself sitting here trying to figure out a way to convince a Woman that ‘with giving me a chance she would be giving herself one too.’
But I’m now in a different place mentally, emotionally, and spiritually in my life. And to be honest, I’m not going to say that I haven’t stumbled on many occasions to get to this point. And I also can’t say, ‘a Woman hasn’t assisted in what I stand as today.’
What I am gonna say is this, ‘that in my life where I’m at is exactly where I’m supposed to be.’ At 38 years old I’ve learned to enjoy and appreciate the process while still keeping my youthful enthusiasm for what tomorrow could bring.
So now that I’m getting to the end of my lengthy stay in the penitentiary, I’m truly seeking a woman that wants to stand on what she believes while also understanding that who she says she is, is exactly who I’m gonna expect her to be.
Friendship is all I’m pursuing … nothing more, nothing less. Thanks for your time.
If you see fit … you can correspond with me thru www.jpay.com/Ronney Hamilton #779805